do you remember?

it was after rained

the grass were wet

you came by suprise

u ask me to have a walk

we walk with our finger crossed

we are walking forever but

not even of a sweat is out

then we sit together

u put ur head on my shoulder

i cant stop rubbing ur hand

so soft... i thought

then..

it was a goodbye

i wish it wasnt not the end

i hugged n kiss u then

i took a step n left

then i realize

i already missing u

then i know

it was LOVE

for those who writes

i'm standing by the shore
lurking trough the raining sunshine
inside ur wicked life
piece or freedom u noticed
i realize that world is not as cruel as i thought
barely live trough those problems
u hate it but then u made it to overcome it

i being optimistic
lettering every single words

i'm no perfectionist
i yelling my mind to forget those wicked probs

i am finally overcoming those fear
i never will give up to nothing
i going to forget bout suicide
ledge of buildings is no longer my dreams
i lived till fate take my soul~