MAY IT LAST TILL FOREVER

silly thoughts is filling my head

blabbering bout love and excitement

lost in thoughts of love and romance

everlasting love,does it exist

realizing that I'm an idiot to fall in love?

i yelled trough the ocean

hoping that you'll hear my voice

bursting out of the silence of world

unforgettable memories ,struck into my head

filling up my heart with sweetness

as you laugh, i smiled

chattering out trough the night

saying i love you

my sister-in-law's business

its been a while since i ever post anything here.. since now i'll be home so i will be posting

more frequently than usual. so today i'll be talking bout my bro's wife, whom just recently start

baking some superb tarts, and she's taking order to anybody that's interested.

so feel free to see her blog(newly made) , just simply clicking here

the aphrodite:'goddess of love'

"its been a while" a female voice came from his back.

Pulling up his head.Venus.he gave up a smile then fade it away.

"something wrong?"

he shocked his head,he barely met the female blue eyes.it's too painful for him.

the female is in the middle in twenties, have a pair of beautiful blue eyes, a pale white for her skin and it matched her name 'Venus' stands for the 'goddess of love :aphrodite' in roman term.

he snatched a notebook in his pocket, wrote something and showed to her.its written 'i'm nobody'. it's cleared.he's just a painter that unable to speak.his disability has make him stand on the ground again,that venus isn't the girl for him.she seriously deserved someone way better than him.

Venus pull out a smile.she try to cheer up Ed[edward,the painter] but he pull his head away.she bit her lip and try to figure out how to pull this out.this may be sounded weird but she'd fall in love to the mute guy in front of her.she knew that ed still thinking bout his disability. but his talent were the the first to carved the smile that she used up until now.

she stood and unrolled the painting on ed sides.it was the painting of her,smiling."this" she said while showing the painting that aged for years."there's no guy ever seen me smiling,except you"then she realized ed face turned light red .'cute' she thought.

Ed rolled the painting back. it was true.the first time he saw venus, she never smile.not until he paint the painting of venus with a smile which he imagine with his raw mind.that painting caught her attention and ever since then,she'd never stop smiling.

she sat beside him.as if she were waiting for the guy to spoke and of course no words came out from the guy.but then something unexpected happen.the guy took her hand and and hugged her.she smile.she knew Ed has something else in mind.so she pressed her lips on ed's.

after the kiss,Ed slipped something in her hand,which read

Venus,

You are an angel,

You were elegant without trying,

You were fashionable without effort.

And stunning without make up

I know this may be stupid but

“Would you be my wife?”

she kiss him again, and he took that as a yes

the pizza man's crush

DAY 1

i knock on the door,holding a bag with hot pizza in it

a woman opens the door,overworked

i could see the tiredness in her eyes

the pizza exchange hands

i cant stop looking at her

then she speak "find ur own level,pizzaman"

i lowered my view, i'm only a pizza delivery man

DAY 2

the second day i went to her house.

i could hear a a slow jazz music were playing

a guy opens the door,

her boyfriend,i guess

no surprise

i said nothing

take the money and back to the restaurant

but somehow i feel a slight of jealousy

i push the feeling faraway

DAY 3

i knock on the door, i could smell a faint aroma of liquor

she's opened the door, she's drunk

poor her. somehow, i know something bad happen to her

she take the pizza and went in.

she come back with money in her hand but

before she could give it to me

she collapsed

DAY 4

i stay up in her house, she's lying on my lap

she slowly open her eyes

she smile,there's no expression showing that

she's surprised

her smile faint. she sit beside me.

and started to talk "actually i need someone talk to"

she smile with hope.

but i stand up and say "i'm a pizzaman, i'm not the guy to talk to"

i started to walk towards the door.

before i could take my third step.

a pair of arm wrap me.

she hug me from behind, and she's crying.

"please stay...."

TODAY

now it's all have changed

i came without pizza but with a bouquet of roses

red roses

i knock on the door

a woman opens the door

she hug me

what can i say

she's now my girlfriend, she's a businesswoman

and i'm just a

PIZZA DELIVERY MAN

may fate fares you well [part 1]

Have you felt something that already in your hands, slipped away? And that’s how I feel right now. I am standing under a shade of a tree. The feeling of anger is erupting under my skin. The sorrow kills me from within. I barely stand.

Then, somebody hug me from behind. I could smell the scent of roses. The perfume that, she always wear. For a sec, I lost myself. I turn around and hug her back without being told.

“I know you would need someone to hug” she said in lowered voice. My body is no longer under my control. I guess that’s really what I need. A hug .but then, something jolts me. She wasn’t the girl I expect her to be. I’d push her away. Look into her brown eyes. She’s for real. It’s not a dream.

She came at me. Pressed her lips on my cheek and tell me that everything is going to be okay. I sighed. Walk away without saying a word to her.

I wasn’t thinking bout her. I’m thinking bout the girl I once loved but now stabbing me from the back. The wound is bleeding hard. Our love story was sweet but I never expect it to end with bitterness.

I’d once be the Romeo and she’s the Juliet. I’d once be the prince charming and she’s the Cinderella. I guess fairytales doesn’t happen in true life. But I do believe in love.

I throw myself on the bed. Flash back every second of my life with her. The moment we started, the moment she left me and the moment she’d betray me.

[a bit part of my novel that i have been working on, wish me luck]